Being a mom and trying to find space for artistic expression is harder than I expected.

It turns out I need particular circumstances to fall into place for creativity to materialize.

These circumstances include:

– inspiration that is sought and discovered…or, my favorite, the kind of inspiration I just happen upon (see below)

– time and space to seek and/or act upon that inspiration

The challenge is not in the inspiration. I have more ideas than I can act upon.

There is some challenge in choosing what to pursuit. However, I see the decision process as a worthwhile and rewarding journey- especially if it leads to positivity in someone’s life.

The challenge is really in the other priorities screaming in my face (quite literally at times) as a mother.

There are always other needs lurking in my peripheral vision (laundry, dishes, toys everywhere) or in the back of my mind (what to make for dinner, groceries, what to pack kids for camp, drama between 4th graders etc. etc. etc.)

Pushing those thoughts away is challenging – it really takes practice. This is especially true when trying to get into a creative mindset, which requires simultaneously 1) pushing those thoughts away and 2) feeling inspiration.

And don’t get me started on being tired while trying to achieve that mindset! Yet, we are all tired unless we are able to find that elusive balance 😉

It’s also a whole new world trying to understand where my art lands in prioritization in my life?

My artwork is still finding it’s way – costing us more than it’s producing, to be sure.

With my prior career, I knew that it paid the bills and provided insurance for my family. This brought a natural prioritization.

I’m lucky to have an incredibly supportive partner who sees the value in what I do. I would otherwise not be able to risk this cost or spend this time.

I wonder how other “creatives,” who are also parents, manage their time?

I find that nighttime, just like when I was young, has a certain way of encouraging a quiet focus that is harder to attain during the day.

So I suppose it’s….

Time + Inspiration – Intrusive Thoughts = Creative Mindset

I’m going to keep refining my pathway to this mindset as a mother artist.

Warmly,

Janessa